So, I have been depressed actually for a while, ever since I was a junior in high school I’ve been depressed. However, I have now entered into a new era. This era that I’m in is filled with hope, courage, inspiration, it is filled with things that are good and I’m not going to fight it. I have wasted so much time doing things that I shouldn’t have been doing and now my time is here, my time to shine has finally arrived and I’m going to enjoy every moment of it. Let me share with you why I know this is true.
I’ve been keeping up with my commitments
So before, I used to not care about my commitments. I used to put them aside and not care at all for them.
Now, I have been writing in my personal blog for 6 months and I have been writing in this Trillium blog for a good chunk of time too. I’m not stopping because now I know what I really want in life and I have decided for myself that I’m not going to let anything get in the way between me and my dreams.
Also, I’m keeping up with myself. I used to not take care of myself all too well, however, now I find that I’m doing all of the things that I need to do in order to take care of myself. This is improvement. I am so grateful for these things.
I have learned a few lessons
I have learned that its not a possible thing to listen to your heart. It’s actually not a good thing to listen to your heart because it hurts you! No joke though it really does hurt you. I have to do the things that I know I have to do, not the things that I wish I should do. I know that our emotions get the better of us all the time, but we must fight it and do what is necessary and not what we want.
I have also learned something about myself, I have learned that I actually have a commitment to my God. I have a commitment to him and I will not let anyone get in between of me and him.
I am proud of not giving up
I know that this is true for a lot of people out there. I know that sometimes life seems like it can be overwhelming, I know that sometimes it seems like life is bad, I know that sometimes it seems like life is hard, but I must share with you that IT CERTAINLY GETS BETTER, I made the decision to not give up and I’ll be honest with you, it is SO WORTH IT! Don’t give up and always keep your hopes up for it will pay off.
Thank you so much for listening to me. I hope that I have been an encouragement and inspiration to you guys. Please like, comment, share, and subscribe and I will see you all next time. German Gonzalez, signing out!